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i s-s-stu-uh-t-ter
gasp, beg, plead, moan
fingers sweaty, sticky, slippery
teeth gnash, gnaw, tongue s-stuh-ters
and hair gripped
with you whimpering,
please, let me go
your voice free of a stut-tuh-er
slick grin, weak eyes
hi-dro khloor-ick
its all just fun in games, after all
as your lips stuh-h-h-ter
don't leave me, I whisper
your hands go limp
face goes slack
and your eyes s-tuh-t-er
a piece of you, inside
(please don't leave me)
our love stands strong
and it never stuh-t-t-eurs
cut up, nice and neat,
fucked once or twice
breathe, breathe, breathe
try not to let myself st-uh-ter
always with me? please.
warmth and close proximity
and against those dead lips
i stutter.
gasp, beg, plead, moan
fingers sweaty, sticky, slippery
teeth gnash, gnaw, tongue s-stuh-ters
and hair gripped
with you whimpering,
please, let me go
your voice free of a stut-tuh-er
slick grin, weak eyes
hi-dro khloor-ick
its all just fun in games, after all
as your lips stuh-h-h-ter
don't leave me, I whisper
your hands go limp
face goes slack
and your eyes s-tuh-t-er
a piece of you, inside
(please don't leave me)
our love stands strong
and it never stuh-t-t-eurs
cut up, nice and neat,
fucked once or twice
breathe, breathe, breathe
try not to let myself st-uh-ter
always with me? please.
warmth and close proximity
and against those dead lips
i stutter.
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Selfish Suicide
"People who kill themselves are selfish."
Well, darling, let me tell you a story,
A story all too true.
A daughter who became a wife, a wife who became a mother.
A mother of three girls...
One just above the age of a toddler,
One at the age of twelve,
And one entering the life of a married adult.
Now, the youngest girl was watching television,
And the oldest at the neighbor's home.
The twelve year old daughter sat at a computer with her closest friend,
When something terrifying happened.
Her mother was in the kitchen, coughing.
The daughter, although unable to see her mother, only could imagine the situation.
The mother walked calmly p
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Fuck You, Cancer
Kay didn't want it.
No, no, no, no, no.
"No."
She screwed the shiny leaflet up into a tight ball, not caring that the sharp edges dug into her palms, and threw it into the open fireplace, smugly watching the flames eat up her information. It was permanently ingrained now anyway.
She didn't want alopecia. To have to wrap her bald head in scarves and wigs that itched. She didn't want to vomit her stomach up every time she tried to keep some form of nourishment in it. She didn't want her red blood cells to die away so all she had energy for was to lie down and sob. She didn't want her skin to be so sore and fragile her legs would bleed freel
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Gay
I am gay.
I'm not a disease, I'm not a problem
I'm not an affliction
I don't need treatment.
I don't need help
I'm not sick
I'm not confused
I'm not a sin.
I am gay.
I'm your daughter
Your sister
Your friend
Your co worker
Your classmate
Your acquaintance
A complete stranger
I am gay.
I need love, just like you
I need smiles
I need support
I need a hug
I need a friend
I need a family
I need acceptance
I need understanding
I need you
I am gay.
I know what love is
I know what pain is
I know what hate is
I know what life is
I am gay.
And I need you to love me
The same way you loved me before you knew
I am gay.
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I'M EXPERIMENTING. Don't kill me. I'm aware it probably sucks. But I am experimenting with italics because I rarely use them and I think they are amazing tools. I'm also experimenting with phonetics, and i was having fun thinking of new ways to spell the word "stutter."
This poem is based very heavily on Jeffrey Dahmer.
Jdahms was a serial killer in the late 1980's/early 1990's. He mainly preyed on gay boys. He would rape them, kill them, fuck their corpses, dismember them, and then eat them. He attempted to make zombies using the fabulous little acid hydrochloric acid (HCl). He'd pour it into their ears.
When asked why he killed the victims, he told authorities that he killed them because he did not want them to leave. He was known to cuddle the corpses for a few nights before cutting them up.
He would eat their body parts so that his victims were always a part of them and they would, figuratively and literally, never leave him. He would also save body parts in jars, containers, et cetera. Neighbors complained of the smell but he'd always pass it off as something plausible.
I went through an obsession with him over the summer. I think he's one of the cutest serial killers ever (personality wise at least).
(PS - I know it doesn't say anywhere that he had a stutter. I am speculating based on my knowledge of psychology. He was a very antisocial individual, and avoided social interaction. He was a drunk and a drug user. I think it's safe to assume he might have stuttered at least occasionally. After all, many people stutter when they are feeling extreme emotions, which is what I attempt to convey in the poem.)
Hope the poem makes a little more sense now. Tell me what you think.
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Jdahms? xD I've never seen his name abbreviated like that.